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Bowling "Competition"

2010-02-26T22:10:00.002+08:00

hmm.. been a while since my last update..
too busy wif my new found task of improving in dota..
haiz.. wouldnt play seriously if i didnt lose badly..
reaally badly..

niwae.. had a bowling "competition" for out cohesion..
thing starts quite early at farrer park.. so...
again, stayed at daryl's house
slept like at 4.. cos were dota-ing.. haiz...
only slept like 2.5 hours... my head is spinning..

y the " marks?
well, we were hardly tinking of the score..
and most of us suck..
all aim for consolation price..
which turns out to be ferrero rocher (sp?)

my first game i gt 131.. not bad lah
second game like off form.. only 101..
but our branch won overall and gt a...
HALF DAY OFFFFF!!! WOOOHOOOOO!!!

niwae.. that's all i can recall..
too sleepy.. going to cleep.. nite nite...

Tired..

2010-02-12T21:53:00.003+08:00

i
am
so
tired...

my unit had this cny celebration today..
a 5km run / 2.4 km walk at ECP..
seriously.. cny celebration..
haiz.. and since it was freaking early,
had to stay over at my friend's house..
nearer mah? take cab also cheaper..

so spent the night at his house last night..
slept like only 3 hours.. hahah..
rented vcds (yup, vcds.. not dvds.. $2 sia)
500 days of summer and i love u, beth cooper..
watched the summer show frm like midnight to abt 2 am..
slept till 5 am.. cos had to report by 7..

reached there and proceed with the walk,
which was kinda pointless actually..
freaking sleepy before and after run..
shin splint back again cos we had to squat for photo taking..
TWICE!! cos the stupid photographer forgot to replace battery..
-_-..

reached home at noon like that.. tried to sleep..
but whenever i start to sleep, gt ppl disturb..
nabei.. first phone ring.. then my sis reached home..
then she went out.. gave up trying to sleep..
so i think i only slept like an hour plus?

haiz.. n i'm kinda hungry..
gonna grab a bite.. till next post..

Chucky Returns with Vengeance

2010-02-10T21:59:00.002+08:00

firstly, it's not a new movie from the chucky series...

Also apologise for vulgar language in this post...

there's this guy in our camp who's freaking weird..
has some kind of aspegers or asparigus syndrome..
basically make him insensitive to others..
live in his own world type.. and believe he's always right..

if u tink weiye is bad, he is the baddest of bad..
makes me miss weiye.. seriously..

niwae, we call him Chucky cos he freaks us out..
and he's scarily not funny... and he's plain weird..
seriously, i'm not against those who are ill..
but i'm not sure whether it is due to his illness..
or he's just plain f-ed up..
he just never stop talking in that nasal voice of his..
talking on a frequency that no one understand..
in the tone that says i'm fucking clever..

case in point:
he took the stapler and stapled my friend's rank thingie...
and said i give u a bar.. u want some more?
.................................
how bout i staple ur ear to give u a ear ring, a-hole?!

next case:
he was playing with the printer
where my friend printed stuff to do..
thus, we suspect he's the one who took a pencil
decided to act smart..
and anyhow edited the document.. which btw...
needs to be signed..
when confronted, he said..
NO.. who said i did this? i never do this..
hmm.. my comments.. he shuld check whether he gt alter ego..

last case: (of course gt more, but if list all tmr nvr finish)
we relief stress by writing controversial mails..
he not in mailing list.. but read someone's mails..
then tried to print it out...
said it's for his personal use..
.......................
KNNBCCB!!!!! wan paotoh (sp?) say lah..
nabei.. personal use.. u wan pcc on it is it?
no life such that wan pcc no need use porn is it?
cb.. lucky printer spoil.. whack u upside down,
give u wedgie.. pay 50cents to an underground org,
to give u one time gd one then you know.. nabei...

Gym

2010-02-09T21:24:00.003+08:00

well, decided to try out the gym in camp..
actually, decided to try like since a week ago..
but only managed to do it just now..

it looks ok.. though the machines like a bit weird..
meaning i nvr see at outside gym before..
tends to train the chest n back muscles more..
wan biceps, do the dumbbells..
n no bench press.. BUT!!!

there's this super cool punching bag!!
fiinne... it's just a plain punching bag..
but it's the boxing kind..
couldnt figure out how to set it up though..
so decided to try it next time..
(actually, 2 of us cant even lift it up!!)

hahah.. overall.. hmm.. ok lah..
largely due to it being FREE!!
magic 4 letter word...
AND the punching bag..
which i'm definitely gonna try next time..

hahah.. well.. that's all 4 today..
can't tink of anything else..
will add if i remember..

btw, how come like a lot of my friends bday
this past few months?!?
weird.. just noticed it.. hahah.. no harm though..
just means more going out.. and gaining weight..
sianzz.... xD Happy birthday though guys..
and Happy Chinese New Year!!

Bad night.. Really..

2010-02-07T21:02:00.003+08:00

not a few hours have passed and i'm here yet again..

went for a haircut.. at echouse..
wah, firstly, the aunty who cut my hair looks like Poh..
not poh teletubby.. but poh, one of my fellow nsf.. ord liao..

wah, then cut my hair, simple high slope also cannot make it..
her wrist like keep flicking when cutting a slope.. incompetent..
write calligraphy is it aunty?
nabei.. now my hair like look a bit weird..
lucky i'm like luo zhi xiang...
still not so bad.. hahah.. paiseh..

so, relatively, quite bad nite hor.. damn sian at the aunty..
almost yelled at her.. ALMOST.. kept my cool..
but i tink she know i irritated..
kept asking me "ok?"
which only make me more annoyed..

then also found out that my mp3 is not only waterproof..
also shock proof.. dizzy proof.. and bubble proof..
yup.. found it in the washing machine..

well, actually i didnt find it.. my mom did..
when she was ironing my clothes which were hanging out for drying..
tried it just now.. still works.. hahah

well, that's all.. back to my bao zhu jie.. hahah..

Back with resolve

2010-02-07T17:24:00.003+08:00

phew.. guess it's been like a year and a half since i last blogged..
hope to be more active with this one.. hahah..

niwae, what's been happening?
wat's past is past.. in army now btw..
slug around for a year and a half more, then ORD lor!! hahah..

after that, back to sch.. can't wait..
no, not kidding.. really can't wait..
I MISS SCH!! THERE!! IT'S OUT IN THE OPEN!!
hahah..

hmm.. stuck at home for the weekend..
how boring... no girls to talk to.. TALK..
haiz.. suck thumb lor..

hahah.. like the song? i sing one hor.. hahah
kidding.. watch the show.. quite nice.. love the song..

niwae, new resolution, be more active in blog..
take my basic theory..
get licence b4 ord..
start revising in 5 months time.. hahah.. hopefully.. NO.. I MUST!!
and get a gf in uni.. sounds tough huh? haha..
nvm, this malay luo zhi xiang will achieve all this..
hahah.. bo paiseh bah..
xD

well, that's all for today.. enjoy the song!!

I was born to tell you I love you...

2008-08-01T21:26:00.002+08:00

LOL... Firstly, the title have NOTHING to do with this week's post... Just something i tot was kinda sweet to say.. lol..

Anyway, Birthday @ Hanming was a swell!! Means fun rite? Yup!! Other than the cake and the confusion wif the food and the huge dogs, everything was kinda fun... not only do i get to bond together wif the friends from year 1, i made new friends too!! lol... took a few pictures here n there, and there was a cake fight too.. gd thing i didnt join in... too messy... lol...

After the party, felt a bit emo though... kinda sad that my current class not as fun... they fun to hang out wif in small groups but very hard to get them together as a class... kinda hard to say that i'm close to them... told this to ayu and she said she'll slap me... lol...

But the next day (day after the party) was kinda fun!! lol quite hard to keep emo-ing especially when socialising (erhem, lol) with xy n qy... lol.. they damn cute n fun to disturb.. lol.. though they ganged up with charlene to get back at me.. lol Haiz... wish could see them more often... the light of my life... lol... *blush*

Concert @ Esplanade

2008-07-28T00:00:00.004+08:00

Phew!! Finally, I'm done with the concert.. Hmm... It was better than expected... Bit lonely though cos i had to go alone... One advise for everyone going for concerts for the first time is NEVER go alone... U'll feel like a lost sheep... lol..

But well, the concert wasn't all a waste... Apparently, for national day this year, they hired a cartoonist to draw cartoons of people on the glass of the esplanade.. N the people are actually those who were waiting for their concert to begin... Kinda cool actually...

AND There was this REEAAAALLLLY CUTE + HOT looking girl who went for the concert!! lol... That's wat happen when a guy goes to concerts alone... This is his "concert"... lol... Anyway, I'd say her features are more towards cute but she was quite pretty and her dress (i think it's a dress)looks reaallly gd on her.. N she was wearing high heels to match her dress too... hmm... too bad she sat at the other end... n i could only look at her during the intermission.. lol... Jealous? Well, your fault for leaving me to go alone... lol

I Really Need A Hug....

2008-07-24T00:08:00.002+08:00

If this wasn't a public webpage, there'd probably be a whole lot of curses in this posts...

I am so pissed off right now that i'm on the edge of breaking down... not only are projects pouring in like nobody's business, deadlines are also approaching... n i have team members who seem to think that i'm smart enough to handle either the bulk of the project or the hardest part of the project... n it doesn't stop there...

SOMEONE just LOVE to make my life a living hell... i think he wants me to die soon... this is not the only time he cocked up u noe.. n this time he still cocks up even after i told him wat to add and wat not to. n he still did not listen..

he always say i have to prioritise on meetings if i said i already have another project meeting which was equally important but i think HE should shove that advice down his mouth!! If i can stay up till 3 am in the morning and spend the whole of the next day to complete my part, y can't HE do the same??

Haiz... i seriously feel like crying out of frustration... hehe... a guy crying... u must think i'm a sissy... but i just can't take anymore of this... n the worst part is, by tmr, i'll probably forget to be angry and these feeling will just keep accumulating... I just hope that i won't explode and start to vent my anger on innocent people... haiz....

Back to School...

2008-07-18T20:07:00.002+08:00

FINALLY I'M BACK AT SCHOOL!! Can't tell u how much i miss it... I've always liked going to school, so having to skip school for almost 2 weeks was pure torture!! Add to the fact that I was already driven half mad with boredom before the chicken pox... Haiz..

Anyway, really really missed all my friends... Was so happy being back that every thing seemed wonderful... Even weiye didn't get me annoyed!! (which is saying something.. lol).. But as I laughed with my friends, I realised there's still something missing... Wish I know what it is... Feels kinda empty inside as long as i don't..

Hmmm... Is there any particular reason for insomnia? Wait, insomnia is when u can't sleep rite? shuld be correct.. When night comes and I've turned off my comp, I'll go to bed but I just can't sleep!! Even when I was damn tired when I turned off my comp.. I'll be staring into the darkness and 2 things will happen...

First, I will start "day-dreaming" except that it's at nite n I can't really call it dreaming cos I'm not sleeping... It'll be about damn random stuff... Could be about my future, or my past (how i'd do things differently) or some other weird random stuff...

After that happens, I'll tell myself to stop my "day-dream".. Then the second thing will happen...

Which is I'll be telling myself to stop thinking too much so that I can go to sleep... Weird thing bout it is that I'll soon catch myself thinking of not thinking anything!! Lost u didn't I? Hmm... I guess it's like I find myself telling myself not to think so much that soon I start thinking of ways to stop thinking... haiz.. Been going on for almost a month already... haiz... Any suggestions?

Edwin reckons I need someone to talk with at night... hmm... maybe... not sure... lol... One thing I know for sure is that this insomnia thing is seriously making me tired... haiz.... Niwae, I tink i shold stop babbling for now... lol... Gonna start on my projects....... Tomorrow...
lol

Chicken Pox!!

2008-07-08T13:43:00.002+08:00

Yes... I have chicken pox... mc for 10 days... haiz... why does it have to happen this week?? Because of chicken pox, I had to cancel 2 dates!! 2 DATES!! wtf? I officially hate chicken pox... and not only that, I've even bought tickets to a concert for my GEMS module and it's on this friday!!! In other words, I have to cancel it... Haiz...

Now, I feel dizzy, and my eyes feel tired... haiz.... Wish me luck k? Btw, sorry xy n s, don't think I can make it this week... Nex week can? Oh ya! Sorry to my gems grp too... Got presentation this week but I can't come... haiz...

Singapore Song

2008-07-04T17:23:00.001+08:00

EnjoY!! Btw, after this song, you can click on the next vids to watch them... Do watch the "NS Song" and "Malay and Proud of it"..

Courtesy of Weiye

The Poet's Poem

2008-07-04T17:05:00.005+08:00

A garden of flowers, a bed of roses,

Blessings of water, a lifespan recovered;
If answers were found, before asked were the questions,
Would things be easier or would life be suffered?

The peace before storm, the glory before defeat,
The norm through time, observed without cease;
Putting on a mask, before daring to meet,
A flicker of hope hands clenched into fists.

Dance of the moment, song of a lifetime,
Memories last for as long as one's life;
Confessions of the humbled, to the notes of a hymn,
Lost in the wind, unheeded, unarchived.

A moment lost, yet the world revolves,
The sun rises, the norm untouched;
Shame and regret, as his work involves,
As a poet, he uses, his poem, you judge.

~~ Hidayat

One of the Worst Days of My Life

2008-07-03T18:40:00.002+08:00

Today is officially one of the worst days of my life... During break, I suddenly felt SO bored such that I felt damn depressed!! I felt so alone and bored that I felt like sleeping on the road for a change!! EVERYTHING felt SO mundane!! Crap!! Asked for some suggestions from friends what I should do to get rid of the boredom... Interesting answers..

But seriously, I AM SO FREAKING BORED!!!! Usually, there is something to do with my com... But now, everything seems so boring I usually end up staring at my com wondering what I should do!! Haiz... I feel like crying... I guess people really can die of boredom and loneliness.... haiz.... Almost broke down in BD... Even Boey looked a bit concerned, saying he'll tell Janet Fok... Hope not... Haiz... Any help?

YES-NEC

2008-07-02T21:29:00.002+08:00

Well, the event was actually better than I thought... We had to guide the sec sch students through the school as they are told what they should do for the competition. I had the luck (dunno gd or bad) of getting St Anthony Cannosian, an all-girls sch... Man, do they have attitude... Not only the students, the teachers too.. It was freaking awkward and difficult to start a conversation when the girls are so stuck up!! Are all SAC students like that? Hope not...

Anyway, thx to Eileen, CY, Pearl (I think that's her name), and the other SMART members in my grp, it went quite smoothly.. apart frm the rain and the slight delay due to the sec sch students arriving late... But we manage to end by 8.15 i think... Not bad I guess....

The performances were nice... Didn't noe Caleb Lai (I think that's how it's spelt), a lecturer in SP could sing... Though it did rain when he sang... hmm... lol... The dances by the SP Dance Club were awesome!!! My grp had to sing "Top of the World"... I had enough of that song in Cambodia and I had to sing AGAIN!! We combined with another team and even got sabo-ed for an encore... And I was pulled to the front by the Sengkang Sec Boys... But Sengkang students were easy to chat with compared to SAC's...

The best performance of the night would be by the YIP Boys.. lol... Their grp had only 4 students left for the performance and since they're from Yusof Ishak, they called themselves Yip Boys... lol... They sang "Stand By Me".. Two of them sang (very well actually) while the other 2 did the "boom, boom sound".. They were damn funny such that we were laughing like mad throughout the performance!! lol...

Need Help!!!

2008-07-01T17:35:00.002+08:00

I want to change my theme... but i dunno how.... lol... I'm not gd with the blog stuff... lol.. anyone can help? And if can, can help me find a website with nice themes? Thx ya!!

Wow, tmr is gonna be damn bz.... SP's gonna have this YES-NEC thingie that runs from 1.30 to 8 pm!! 8 pm!!! WTH? And i'm supposed to help with it... Not to mention I have an NYC - YEP talk on the Cambodia trip in between... Gonna be running here and there.... Haiz...

Niwae, about her? Heard that apparently she's not interested (frm a reliable source)... haiz... But I'm not ready to back down yet... Cos well, no one can forget someone in an instant rite? I guess for now, I'll just go about life as usual and leave it to HIM... Gd enough? Or any other suggestions? lol...

I'm So Stupid.....

2008-06-30T22:05:00.002+08:00

I Am So Stupid.... That's what I established in just one day!!

First, I think I made my friend angry at me for something I did or did not do... I have no idea what it is... Although she said she wasn't angry, I could feel as if she is.... I don't know.... Hope I'm just overthinking...

Secondly, apparently I've been talking to people when they do not want to talk to me... sad isn't it? but seriously though, if you do not want to talk to me just tell me k? Don't worry about me... Don't force yourself to go through a tedious conversation with me just to take care of my feelings... In fact, I think I would feel better compared to now... I do not like to be a nuisance to others....

Lastly, I wish all of you to have a good and easy life... lol....

Please Be Strong

2008-06-23T19:52:00.002+08:00

My Message To You:

I know this is a tough time for you.. But you need to be strong k? U need to be strong for ur mom and ur brother... Only then can they pull through this test... Believe in urself and believe in them.. If u strongly believe in or want something, the whole world will move in such a way to make it come true.. I'll believe in u too..

God only gives tests to those He believes can overcome them... I believe that's true... I believe that ur brother has what it takes to pull through this ordeal and come out a better man... So believe in him and believe in God.. Stay strong k?

I know that I may talk as if I know how it feels... that I do not know what you r going through rite now... U'r rite... I wish I could do more for u... I really do... As it stands, I guess this is all I can do... I can only encourage u and support u frm afar... when all i really want is to be by ur side to support u.... I hope that wat little advice and support I give will be of help to u... Stay strong and keep the faith...

Police Trouble

2008-06-23T19:34:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, I just can't help but pity our police force.. They work so hard to enter the force to serve the country yet they have to deal with petty citizens most of the time... Partly because there's hardly any crime in the country... Which is gd by the way...

On Sat nite, I was going to meet cy at the yew tee foodcourt near the mrt station for our night study.. I reached the fc and there were shouting at the open space in the fc.. between two apeks... dunno wat was the cause though i think it was something petty... it almost got out of hand such that the police had to come to be the mediator between the two of them... Funny thing was, some of one of the apeks' friends seemed to be afraid of the policeman n woman and they seemed to try to make light of the situations... U noe lah how some ppl will sort of grovel (can't find a better word) in front of ppl wif authority... lol

then today, on my way to my mst (I'm sick btw), suddenly at chinese garden, an old aunty entered the car (MRT car, not taxi kind of car) scolding four police officers (the ones stationed at MRT stations nowadays)... It was quite a comical sight though... I think she did something wrong, and someone reported to them, and she was not happy bout it... hehe.. weird...

Sick...

2008-06-22T18:07:00.002+08:00

Finally, I've fallen sick... Got a fever, everlasting headache, heartache (frm another kind of sickness ;p) and a bit of flu... haiz... ad so close to mst (which starts tmr...).. Hope i don't get chicken pox though cos my sis is having one and i've nvr had one yet.... haiz.... guess the horoscope was rite...

Managed to not talk to her yesterday though i have to admit it was plain torture.... keep opening the msn to see if she's online... haiz... might also be y i'm sick... lol... i always get sick when i'm in love lol.... Y i didn't talk to her? Well, I didn't want to disturb her lah... everyday talk to her, she'll get bored with me... Probably already is... lol... i bore even myself to sleep sometimes...

BKG Law tmr.... hmmm.... a lot to memorise yet i don't know what exactly to memorise... definitions? the law? the sections? the acts? or just the way the cases should be carried out? haiz....

Anyway, gd luck to all having msts next week and take care... gonna catch some sleep before revising at night... bye....

PS: I Love this song!!! It's old yet never get tired of it....

MRT Woes

2008-06-21T13:15:00.002+08:00

Have I ever complained about MRT people? Not the operators but the passengers. SO INCONSIDERATE!!

Last night, on my way to yew tee at 11 pm, this whole bunch of kids (around my age i suppose) came in and started talking loudly as if their dads own the whole damn car! And there were about 20 of them.. Imagine the noise they were making when all of them started talking loudly at once... SO INCONSIDERATE!!

This happened quite a while back but the incident yesterday reminded me of it. I was on the MRT when 3 sec sch boys came in sweating like pigs.. That I don't mind.. They stood next to me.. I don't mind.. They were taller than me (though more on the lanky side) and decided to hold onto the top horizontal railings instead of the hand thingies.. I don't mind... WHAT I MIND was one of them decided that it's his duty to spread the wonders of BO!! he was holding the top railings and if he were to hold it normally, his elbow would be at the height of his shoulders.. BUT he chose to raise his elbow to the height of the top of his height and even tip-toed and started directing his armpit at the general direction of the people around him!! The woman beside me even pinched her nose where else I almost snapped!! Gd thing they left three stations later or else one of us would have gone to the hospital...

Haiz... People nowadays.... the things they do don't make sense.... Anyway, stil haven't gotten over the Cambodia sickness.. Had a dream last night... Don't remember the details but the setting was Don Bosco Hotel School in Sihanoukville, Cambodia. Though I don't recall the hotel to have a museum built in it.... hmm...

MSTs....... SO FUN.....

2008-06-19T21:39:00.003+08:00

Why can't the schools just give us topical tests or something? Test us everytime we complete 1 / 2 chapters in a module! i tink it's more useful than putting everything at one go cos there's just too much to study!!! haiz... I'm done with CF and more or less BKG Law.... But still have Inv and CRAA to deal with.... haiz....

Weird thing is, when i read the notes, it feels like I already know all this stuff and can even answer the questions but when I ask myself what I can remember about the module, Blank..... And it seems that 2 weeks without coffee in Cambodia has brought about a weird withdrawal symptom in me... If i drink coffee, I feel like vomiting... If i dring tea with milk, I get stomachache.. Maybe it's the milk... hmmm.....

Had a dream about her the other day... Kinda sweet... Location was Cambodia.... I had a quarrel with one of the lecturers AKA Voldemort (sp?) or She Who Must Not Be Named... She blamed me for something I did not do... I managed to convince her I was right (quite loudly)... When I was walking away, I saw her smiling at me and I just hugged her... That was quite weird cos when I have a dream, I usually thought it was really happening so I don't usually do things that I don't normally do... hmm....

Heavy Heart

2008-06-18T19:23:00.002+08:00

Going for night-studying with ceyang again tonite at yew tee... like gays.... lol... but i assure you I AM NOT! lol... even though there wasn't supposed to be night study, i still studied at nite at my house.... couldn't sleep... kept thinking about her... Crap... Am I getting obsessed? Hope not... But what's obsession anyway? Can someone tell me? hehe....

Quite a lot ask me y i go for nite studies... Well, it's more peaceful at nite... less distractions... so i can actually focus on what i'm studying... at first, i was quite apprehensive about nite studies... so when cy and the gang asked me along in yr 1, i decided to give it a try... It worked! only downside was, after the exam period, my body clock would be screwed... lol... small price to pay i guess so that i can match my parents' expectations...

sometimes, i just wish i can get away frm all the sch stuff (esp projects) and just have time for me and my friends... i tot i'd get that when we went to cambodia, but it was more stressful than i expected.. Sure, we had fun, especially when playing netball, basketball and volleyball, laughing at each others for the funny things we did... i missed that actually... haiz...

oh ya, got my first email frm a cambodian friend yesterday.. it was frm Tola.. asked how i was, said how they missed me... It was kinda sweet really...

k then, going off... bye... gd nite and take care...

My Message To You...

2008-06-17T21:56:00.005+08:00

My Undelivered Thoughts:

Hey, hope u'r fine when u read this.... haiz... sorry for disturbing u anyway, believe me, i did try really hard to stop myself frm messaging or chatting wif u on msn today.... didnt want to disturb u... so now i'm reduced to doing this....

funny thing is, when i'm not talking to u, there's so much I wan to talk about but when i start the conversation or type a message like now, i just dont know what to say.... weird.... Maybe I should start taking down notes on wat i wan to say first... lol...

I guess all I really want to know is if you are fine, what you're feeling now and what you really think about me... Hope you're well... And well wishes....

Restart Upon Request...

2008-06-17T21:27:00.004+08:00

Hi guys... Firstly, sorry for the REEAAALLLYY long absence... I thought of deleting my blog... Just didn't see the point in keeping a blog.... But since SOMEONE asked me to let her see it, I can't deny her request... So here's an update on life...

Nothing much happened really... Just more projects... More stress... The usual... Oh yeah, btw, just got back from Cambodia... Went there for community service to teach the Cambodians English Language as part of a Peer Mentor event.... The school was quite nice and the students were all very friendly (too friendly in some cases)... I kinda miss them too.... Especially the two guys I made friends with, Tola and Boy Vanra.... They were both very funny and like to tease me on who I like... They thought it was XY... lol.... not telling who for those who don't know....

I guess when I learnt quite a lot during the trip.. especially about the difference between Singaporeans and Cambodians... Their thirst for knowledge was unnerving at times and it was quite encouraging to teach them... Sure, some probs did crop up, like those with lecturers and some friends.... Even love probs too.... But overall, It was an enriching experience...

I guess the highlight of the trip for me was my visit to the market... Out of nowhere, kids the age of about 8 or 9 came up to me and ask for my drink... I told them it's finished but they just grabbed it frm me... They even snatched my friends drink... Then they ask me for money with those pitiful faces... I know that if I'd given them, more will come.... But I just didn't have the heart to do walk away.... but one of my friends firmly told me to put away my wallet and walk away... the kids followed me, pleading along the way... It was such a sight I almost cried... when they gave up, one of them even tried to kick me... I wasn't angry actually.... More sad... I guess when you live in a country like Singapore, sometimes, you just get oblivious about what really is going on around the world...

So what did I take away from this trip? The valuable experience.... and I fell in love.... But that's for the next post.... I'm done typing.... Niwae, if you're expecting some pics, I'm sorry... I didn't take any.... But here's my friend's website with a lot of pics she took.... Hope you don't mind Ervina... I'll pull them down if you want me to...

http://erviology.multiply.com/photos/album/2/Cambodia_1-15_June_2008

Hungry....

2007-10-02T15:25:00.000+08:00

Lol... first time blogging in school... n wats more? in kenneth tai's class! lol... gd thing i did the tutorial bfore i came so got time to spend...

todae was fun! talked a lot in lectures and tutorials, except in blaw lecture n ff lecture.... too tired.. she was quiet too.... dunno y.... hehe... but then she seemed to lighten up aft ff though so all's fine... guess edwin was right about her being more cheerful this sem... hehe...

credit risk is my FAV subject!!!! david was cool and he was sooo tolerant when answering questions... so me + answering tutor = talkative and fun class!!! lol had so much of a laugh and almost everyone were chatting... strangely, we never seem to got away from the subject of credit risk.... ok, maybe once when we told him who got a crush on dennis sim... hehe... fine a few times.... lol

man, so hungry.... nvm, raya coming soon yay!!! lol... for the first time, my mom asked me to skip school on the eve of raya cos we are going to malaysia... but i feel soooo..... guilty... must be the spartan training... lol

oh ya, had a fight wif my sis... almost punched her.... lol... she was soo rude... gd thing my future bro-in-law was there... if not......... haiz... in the end i settled wif throwing the remote at her... too bad i missed and it smashed against the wall... lol...

well, i updated my blogg... lol...cya...

Start of Something New

2007-09-28T22:22:00.000+08:00

OK! New sem resolutions!!! To get better grades and to update my blog more... lol I noe some of u r complaining y i didn't update my blog... Fact is, I dunno gow to change the skin... lol Did some experiments and voila!! hope it's fine.. tell me if u like it k? or hate it...

niwae, start of new sem, start of new modules (I miss June Lim or is it June Lin?), and some old modules... so far all my lecturers are kinda cool with the top of the lists being Dennis Sim and David Tan.. lol n well, the most hated lecturer cum tutor of the sem award goes to....... *drumroll*..... Kenneth Tai!!! YAY!!! Congrats!! lol hey, it's not just me k? I've yet to meet someone who says he's ok....

y kenneth? well, i don't like him cos he's a sexist... bias to the ladies... n his sense of humour is.... well... psychotic to me.... n he's plain boring... i fell asleep in his lecture.... a first i tink... maybe second... hmmm...

GEMS!!! I hate the registration period... like fish market like that... wanted to take securing my pc for the science and tech opt but somehow, the module wasnt listed at the last minute... bugger... in the end had to settle with quality management and designing cartoons and animations for games.... qm was ok... although the tutor keeps saying "alright" every few words... quite funny... hehe... haiz... designing was another matter though... for those who noe me, they shuld noe i have 0 talent for the arts n I had to DRAW!!! Man, I hate it.... no choice though... haiz..

Oh ya! something cool happened todae!! Fiona Xie came to our school and I got to TALK TO HER!!! WOOO!!!! Hopefully they removed the shot though... lol MAN!!! SHE's HOT!!! and she's taller than she appears to be on tv... cool eh? there was another guy though... dunno he's name... lol

Well, that's all for this time... BYE!!!

Sorry for the drought..

2007-09-07T18:37:00.000+08:00

Hi guys! and sorry for the long drought of posts... lol been busy for the exams and lazy after it... lol niwae, update u guys on everything that happened so far...

hmmm.... had my exams.. they s#%*... then me, edwin, cy, jiawen, vanessa (dbf 22) and matthew went k-boxing (karaokeing) on the 28 of august if i'm not wrong... it was fun! i was quite pissed off at myself for forgetting the lyrics of tui hou but everything was quite fun.. apart from me going to the toilet to pee for a total of 9 times that day.. must be the 1 and a half jug of ice lemon tea i had... lol and i heard this song by jj lin jun jie called sha shou a.k.a. The Killa.. MAN IT ROCKS! i've been listening to it for the past 2 days and I vow to memorise it! lol n the dance steps are way cool... lol niwae, thx guys for the great time...

haiz... dont u just hate it when ur efforts to help someone or a group of people go to waste? here i am wif some classmates trying to bring the class closer by planning an outing and they just ignored it or create stupid excuses... f@#$ them... because of them, it's cancelled! yes, class outing for dbf 02 is cancelled... Sorry to those who were looking forward to it... i'm sorry... haiz... maybe it was my fault? i dunno... ppl say that always find faults in u b4 in others... maybe the class don't like me... yea, maybe that's it huh? sorry...

man i just talked myself into that... depressing... anywae, my sec friend's band (kill hazey) is having their gig tmr at 5 pm scarlet city amk hub. $12 per tix and only 2 left.. tel me if u wan it asap...

on a last note, i got this from a song: The reason that killers exist, is because love is an unknown future... (something like that...)

Truth or Dare!!!

2007-08-10T17:41:00.000+08:00

Hi guys!! n gals! lol

Niwae, updates on my life.... hmmm... nothing much really... except for the Semestral exams... hmmm... lol so many things to study n so much expectations around me... surprising i've not broken down yet... but well, i'll be strong... hopefully... i guess there's gonna be more night-studies wif my ceyang n co. ..

Yeah, there's a peer mentor lunch tmr! oh ya, for those who still don't noe, i'm a peer mentor! lol surprising huh? hehe... the lunch is tmr noon (duh) n guess wat? it's free!!! n i get to meet the other pms.. kinda miss them... lol.. hope it's fun... lol

oh ya! congrats to those who can now tag me! lol don't use firefox... it's kinda inconsistent... lol niwae, thx to those who helped solve it... lol

Before I forget, guess wat? I just made a friendster account! woohoo! hurray! lol haiz... i noe i said friendster only for those without friends... lol but a friend keep bugging me to create one... so voila! http://www.friendster.com/hidayatayadih here it is! don't be shy to add me... lol

Now, for topic of the day! TRUTH OR DARE! ok, here's the thing. u guys can ask me any 2 questions to ask me, no matter how absurd or embassaring (sp?) it is.. I'll be honest n try to answer as best as i can.. In return, i DARE u to do the same on your friendster, myspace, livejournal and blog where applicable! DO U DARE? lol u can post the questions by commenting on this post or using the tagboard.. Keep 'em coming! lol bb, cya nex time!

I'm Back

2007-08-03T17:28:00.000+08:00

lol Some might say that was fast... lol but well, i found out it was just a misunderstanding... lol phew... so case solved and i can post again! yey!

played badminton the other day with my classmates... of course, some bubbled us... (hinting) lol gd thing we met a few first years who challenged us... shaun and i thrashed them...lol when reached home, my lower left and upper right part of my body were sore and my right hand's midle finger was cramped... lol weird... but it was fun!

the other day, a friend (Joey) told me a true story about this girl frm NP... his friend was on this bus when she saw this chio girl frm NP sleeping in the bus.. there was also this bangla guy standing in front of her... he was coughing a few times. then he coughed once more and his phlegm fell onto the girl's hand. she woke up and thought it was her drool and she SUCKED IT BACK!!!! Eeeeewwwwwww!

haiz... the things people do... amazing aint it? oh ya, someone's been complaining to me that my tagboard doesnt appear... hmmm... anyone had the same prob? please tell me k? i'm a beginner at making blogs so i might have did something wrong... lol leave me a comment..

And lastly, click on the link below to see how "cool" some guys in SP are... lol
http://youtube.com/watch?v=0gVv7LCuPeA

Down in Luck.... Hate myself...

2007-07-31T17:50:00.000+08:00

Hi guys... it's a long time since my last post... been wanting to update but... don't know what to put... haiz...

been down on my luck recently... maybe it's fated... maybe it's luck.... i dont noe.... my health's geting worse.... feeling pain more frequently this year than before...

n not only that... one of my "frends" may try to avoid me soon... i dont know y.... heck, i dont even noe how i noe...

that brings us to the main matter... This will be my last post for now.... until i find out wat i've done.... u can keep commenting or tagging... i'll reply thru the tagboard but no more posts for now... niwae, it was the luckiest thing in my life to have gotten to noe all u guys... thx for being my frends and i hope u'l still regard me as a frend no matter wat happens....

"Knock" Your Head!

2007-07-25T19:18:00.000+08:00

woohoo! no more presentations! only left with one more project and we're done, if u close an eye on the coming exams... lol my sunset viewing day is coming soon... still wondering where to go... hmmm.....

ma1 is a lot harder than expected... y can't they just give us the variables or at least tell us the category or sumting... haiz... used to love econs... now it's just plain annoying...

lol i'm sure some are wondering wat's up wif the title of this posts.. lol it happened just now in school.. me, shaun, rachel, qinghao and shahirah were sitting at third level bench in sp just beside a noticebord.. then this guy came along (looks like a freshie)... lol he walked up to the noticeboard to read sumting but the words were too small.. so he came closer... n closer... n closerr.... then bong! he hit his head on the glass casing of the noticeboard!! lol it was kinda loud n the thing that made us laugh for a long time was that he said ow then he rub his head! lol then he pulled a weiye n kept standing there acting like nothing happened while we were obviously trying our best (to no avail) not to laugh at him... lol

kinda remind me of the time i hit my head on a glass casing during hari raya 2-3 years ago... lol the bp guys n girls shuld noe... lol

Lackadaisical Talk

2007-07-22T18:38:00.000+08:00

FINALLY! Harry potter's out! Damn tired of waiting... N no more spending $50 on a book after this! lol... just finished it this morning... overall, awesome storyline, a little disappointing ending and a little too many deaths for my liking... Still, the best one out of the 7.

Tmr's presentation and I am so relaxed..... Hope I'll be ok... Wish me luck...

N finally a tribute to parents:

Don't quarrel in front of ur kids. Believe me, they hate it when u do that... n don't always think that since they r ur kids, u'r much smarter than them... It helps to sometimes listen to their advice. Like the malay saying goes, small small chilli padi... lol

Lastly, don't EVER say this to any of ur kids, "Out of all my kids, I don't really like you.." Haiz....

First blood

2007-07-19T20:08:00.000+08:00

First blog, first post, first tag or watever they call it...

well, plenty of projects at school. 4 at once and need to present next week... Great... and i'm sick...

to my friends from bp, hey guys! long time no hear!! To those in SP, welcome! if blog not nice.... no comments... lol

Haiz.... I wish I had different grp members... or at least a grp without HIM. The yio-chu-kang-swimming-pool-uncle guy in my class.... I'm sure most of the sp guys n girls noe who i'm referring to.... Ask to do project, give cut-n-paste job... haiz.... then create story until one girl angry at me.... f*c#king retard....